Walking into the dark, thick fog on a rainy night
Waiting for my heart to lead me where I belong
Day after day my soul leaks lower on hope
When I find the thing I was actually seeking for
Is not what I am meant to have
I’m cold, I’m alone
But through all the despair
I see a light
But it is so far away
I keep walking wishing this is no illusion
The light seems to grow slowly bigger as I approach
I try to keep my hopes from rising
But they see the light too and can’t help but rise
I start to walk faster
As the light grows more rapidly
I start to run
I can feel the warmth of the light reaching my face
As I advance nearer
After what feels like eternity
The light is suddenly encompassing me
Within it’s amiable and fervent rays
I wait ever so impatiently
For something to happen
As abruptly as it appeared
The light abandons me
And then I see you standing there
Smiling at me with the utmost compassion
Arms out stretched
I reach for you
But it was all a deception
Cruel trickery
There was no light
You were never there
It was only my mind playing cruel tricks
On my soft naive soul
I wake up as though it was all a dream
And continue with my life
Only to be interrupted again later
With the same illusion
Repeating the cycle forever to come
Until I get over you once and for all
omg.If you only knew how many of my mixed feelings you put into words with this poem.Wonderful!