My heart races
As I sit here
Head perched against
This window sill.
Listening intently as
The rain falls
Unrelenting.
The continuous
Pitter-patter
And splitter-splatter
Should be
Calming to my nerves
Like a sedative.
Yet
Instead, my heart pounds
Beating against my rib cage
Like it's begging to be released.
What gives?
What gives?
Is it because my soul sits in
Unrest?
Is it because my life has become
So stressed?
Am I losing my mind?
Or am I losing time?
Fluttering around
Panicked over the little things
Yes
The little things.
Is that the source of my disturbance?
The rain pours against the window pane.
So hard
So rough
I swear I can feel it on my
Skin.
Calm,
Me.
Rest,
Me.
Bless,
Me.
Let me,
Sleep easy.
I'll take my worries
My distress
My
Heartache
And unhappiness.
I'll place them in this bottle as
I set it outside my window
So that I might sleep in peace.
Until the rain fills this
Canteen of sorrow and grief
Spilling it over the brim
Over flowing
Over lapping
Until my heart races again.