My pillow is soaked
From the tears that I shed.
Late at night
My thoughts and fears,
Eat away at me.
Causing me grief,
Beyond belief.
I cry so hard
That I rock the bed.
These sobs and screams
Stuck in my throat.
Begging to be released.
Begging to be acknowledged.
I cry so hard that I can’t breathe.
The memories of a lost childhood
Come flooding back to me.
Memories of the pain and hurt
Come flooding back to me.
Memories I wish I could erase
From all space and time.
GOD, JUST TAKE THIS OUT OF MY MIND!
My pillow is soaked
From the tears that I shed.
I can’t stop the throbbing in my head.
The skipping of my heart.
The agony is ripping me apart.
How can I fall asleep now?
With my pillow soaked and this pounding in my head?