This hurt inside,
I’m not sure I can explain.
It twists me and bends me every which way.
Cutting off these words that I know I can never say.
I feel as if I am incomplete.
Not because I am alone,
With no lover.
I feel as if there is something missing from within me.
I can’t tell you what it is,
I know that if I don’t find it soon,
Something will die inside of me for good.
Something that is more than just lost.
I can’t grasp it.
Try as I might.
I feel like it is just out of reach.
Something buried ever so deep.
Maybe it will quiet the qualms within my head.
Maybe it will let me sleep at night.