Here I go again, thinking about days now passed, they some how seem to blur as if they happened way to fast. Each day, each memory was something special to me, but now as I look back, they only leave me feeling alone and empty. I want to smile and laugh like we once did, but each time I see your smile, now I can only see his. And so I turn away from you, trying to hide the tears in my eyes, I tell you to be happy, but inside I know that I lie. Your happiness should have been mine, and i would have given you all I had, but that was a life time ago, a lifetime that passed way to fast. So here I go again, thinking about all the love we shared, alone and lost in the darkness, wondering if you ever really cared.