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What Lies Within?

I try to stay strong…

….I do.

But you poke and pry,

And fret and pick,

How much can I take?

Everyone has a breaking point..

(on some things)

And I reached it then.

I apologize it was in front of your friend,

I apologize that I’m emotionally insecure,

But you ripped something dire out of my life,

And just expected me to live with it.

Yes, I have been losing sleep..

..Thanks for noticing a month later.

Yes, I have cut my arm.

Yes, I have cried for hours but only when you aren’t watching!

I’m glad you realize now,

I had a love,

I truly cared about him,

His name is Ausitn,

Are we together now?

…I don’t know.

Do I still love him?

..Till the day I die.

Yes, I’m glad you realize that I can’t just turn my love off…

Like some switch.

Yes, I am DEEPLY hurt.

Yes I have emotional ongoings about this.

Thanks for noticing.