A kiss full of passion among our heated lust
He desired more than my body – he wanted my heart
We are both bared to each other completely with nothing but skin
Our bodies entwined to one another, nothing but love can ever be found
He loved me that night, made love to me , and thanked what Higher Power could be named that I was still by his side, as he softly whispered,
"Please be mine."
If I could only explain, my feelings out loud without the fear of hurting you
I don’t love you
Yet my love has changed because of you
The way we fought and made up
The uncounted tears or those happy times unforgettable they seem
But I look into tomorrow; I don't see you by my side
It's hard to explain or maybe it's just you
I don’t think I can honestly stay committed to you
I meant seriously we are a "couple" or perhaps I feel empty and search for more
I love another lover
But I still can't explain my inner turmoil without breaking your heart
I know I care but not like I used to
I think this may well be a finale
All this time I've had to think
I realized you're not for me
My uncounted tears every night
They aren't for you
I find myself thinking about him
Even during the few encounters we have
This experience is new
Seems surreal and too good to be true
But he appreciates my inner demons
Something you have never seen!
It's like a story
Everything so perfect
I think I know how he feels
It may become an ordeal
My uncounted tears
They come from my heart
My heart reaching out to another
He's somebody that cares
He knows who I truly am
He's opened my eyes
He's made me dream again - there can be more to life
That you wouldn't let me see
I must go
Must you bear this cross as it weighs down your body and soul?
Is it not a heavy burden and sin to carry as you make your way through life?
You are like a puppet on a string - take the scissors and slice the strings!
I can no longer be your crown of thorns as my presence will only hurt you and lead to a slow death of the body and mind
Forgive me, that is all I want