Suicidal

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I dont even want to sleep anymore

My happiness I'll keep at the door

I don't want to be misleading

But my love usually ends up fleeting

No matter friend, foe or lover

This drug makes me never recover

And all I ever wanted was you

All I ever wanted was you



I dont even want to write anymore

My philosophies I'll leave forevermore

I don't want to seem too brutally honest

But my love usually ends up as best

No matter friend, foe or lover

This drug makes you never recover

And all you ever wanted was me

All you ever wanted was me



I am going to eventually kill myself, slowly

You think it's wrong, but it's ok reasonably

I don't even want to live anymore

When my life leaves, it will even the score



Drinking tea like I'm sophisticated

Singing load like I sound good

Writing jibberish as if I'm intellegent

Eating cake as if I can afford it

Reading books as is it's meaningful

Talking briefly as if I have more important things to do

Walking faster like I have somewhere to go

Getting nervous like it matters

Starring blankly as if I'm suicidal

Author's Notes/Comments: 

You will never know what this means

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