I dont even want to sleep anymore
My happiness I'll keep at the door
I don't want to be misleading
But my love usually ends up fleeting
No matter friend, foe or lover
This drug makes me never recover
And all I ever wanted was you
All I ever wanted was you
I dont even want to write anymore
My philosophies I'll leave forevermore
I don't want to seem too brutally honest
But my love usually ends up as best
No matter friend, foe or lover
This drug makes you never recover
And all you ever wanted was me
All you ever wanted was me
I am going to eventually kill myself, slowly
You think it's wrong, but it's ok reasonably
I don't even want to live anymore
When my life leaves, it will even the score
Drinking tea like I'm sophisticated
Singing load like I sound good
Writing jibberish as if I'm intellegent
Eating cake as if I can afford it
Reading books as is it's meaningful
Talking briefly as if I have more important things to do
Walking faster like I have somewhere to go
Getting nervous like it matters
Starring blankly as if I'm suicidal