I love you

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I love you so much I can't even look at you

Can't even kiss you right

I get all flustered and overwhelmed

I gasp for air during your kisses

They literally take my breath away.

Sometimes I fear putting my hands upon you

I just feel too sareal, I can't take it

I love you so much it's disgusting

Literally hurts to love you

Your eyes are like the sun, I cannot look directly into them

But I have so many times

And it felt like beauty.

Like this calming stare that lasts lifetimes

I love you so much it hurts

High as fuck when I smell you

Shimmers of nervous knots

All over my body when I hear your voice.

I hate you because I love you so much

I don't even know why I love you.

You do nothing but ruin me

You can't kiss right

You wont hold me

You never listen

You don't care

You're selfish

You make me sick

I have no idea what you are

From the second I saw you I knew I loved you

I even hated you then

Welling up tears even at the thought of you

I want you to get out of my life

Leave the face of my world

If you left I think I would die

I think I couldn't ever wake up

Where are you right now?

Where did you go?

I have forgotten you it seems.

You forgot me

Please, where are you?

Please call me please come to me

I hate you

This really hurts

Stop it you're hurting me

I hate you

I can't stop crying

I cant breath

Please go away

FUCK it hurts

I'll kill you

I love you so much I hate myself

Ew this is gross...it's too much

I love you

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Love and hate aren't that different I suppose. I think I hate the people I love most and love the people I hate the most.

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ultimprv's picture

I see
you too
have realized
pain is selfish

nice write

John

poetvg's picture

amazing work