I love you so much I can't even look at you
Can't even kiss you right
I get all flustered and overwhelmed
I gasp for air during your kisses
They literally take my breath away.
Sometimes I fear putting my hands upon you
I just feel too sareal, I can't take it
I love you so much it's disgusting
Literally hurts to love you
Your eyes are like the sun, I cannot look directly into them
But I have so many times
And it felt like beauty.
Like this calming stare that lasts lifetimes
I love you so much it hurts
High as fuck when I smell you
Shimmers of nervous knots
All over my body when I hear your voice.
I hate you because I love you so much
I don't even know why I love you.
You do nothing but ruin me
You can't kiss right
You wont hold me
You never listen
You don't care
You're selfish
You make me sick
I have no idea what you are
From the second I saw you I knew I loved you
I even hated you then
Welling up tears even at the thought of you
I want you to get out of my life
Leave the face of my world
If you left I think I would die
I think I couldn't ever wake up
Where are you right now?
Where did you go?
I have forgotten you it seems.
You forgot me
Please, where are you?
Please call me please come to me
I hate you
This really hurts
Stop it you're hurting me
I hate you
I can't stop crying
I cant breath
Please go away
FUCK it hurts
I'll kill you
I love you so much I hate myself
Ew this is gross...it's too much
I love you
I see
you too
have realized
pain is selfish
nice write
John
amazing work