I watched you. Observed. And you turned from sexy to cute, to beautiful, and slowly you took my breath away.
I don't know when I started feeling this way
I'm not sure when it happened. It was kind of slow and it took time but all the sudden there was a time where I woke up and I looked over at you and just thought damn. You're fine
It went from wanting to fuck to just wanting to impress you. Love you. Make you mine.
All the sudden I was addicted to that crooked smile and I wanted to make it straight.
Make it reach your heart and light you up
All the sudden you set me on fire and I just wanted to set you back
I was Afraid when I first realized I didn't admit it to myself cuz how could
Someone like me get someone like you
And how could someone like you possibly love me even tho you claim you do.
How could I be the man you need while being all you want
I know you deserve so much more than I give but I can't help myself
I'm falling in love now. And I can't deny myself you
I can't deny myself having you next to me
But I can't deny myself my space and my distance
Which is why I'm resistant
Because we're fire with gasoline we burn bright
But where there is fire there is a flame
Anywhere there's a flame someone gets hurt
and who is left to blame?
Me? No that's too much.
The blame fell on you as I fell out of love
My eyes opened wide and all the sudden I was no longer blind
The thing I didn't see before all the sudden hit me in the face so hard
That I can't keep pretending anymore and I can't keep up
I want you
I love you
But I can't have you
Not as my own
I don't want to claim you but I don't want to loose your love
It was easy to get but hard to find
And baby you're special
For real one of a kind
And you still take my breath away
But I can't have you and have you stay
It hurts and burns and it's a little too much
And I'm not really all down for the drama and such
So I have to let you go
May be for now but may be forever
But know baby girl I'll always love you.