June 21, 2017
I'm wondering if you're wondering because I'm wondering about you
And all I can say is I hate you
But I'm still in love with you too
It's frustrating and complicated
To the point that I have to keep myself self medicated
Just so I can be motivated
To keep going.
To stay strong
To keep smiling when life hits you wrong
When the smoke goes down my lungs I can think of you
And still feel happy
But I always wonder if you're wondering about me.