My husband

You're handsome.

Take my breath and catch it every day

I find myself slowly losing minutes just like my mind as I study your every way

I'm afraid that one day I'll wake up and I won't remember

But not afraid eenough to stop loving you

Because right now is our forever 

I find myself, even when I'm the most angry, just as much and more in love

And in our most broken moments I must hold on, because you're worth it

And what we have...although it's tainted, it still perfect and enough 

Enough that even when the world is hanging on our shoulders 

And at every treasure and success we find it throws rocks and tries to crush us with boulders 

To lift my head up, only to find your eyes meeting mine, 

Knowing even tho you're looking down, you're looking into me, and everything all the sudden that matters is just matter and we are fine 

A moment of complete peace, a sense of righteousness, and rightness 

It's Devine. 

I looked everywhere, in places I shouldn't and even in places they've told me I would find it, but I couldn't belong 

But every single second of fighting, screaming, crying, teasing, playing and laughing shared with you has built my home. Our home. 

You are my home. 

And past all those crazy times of fighting where we both loose it, I know  can't

Iloose you, I refuse. 

And this one thing, what we have, who you are and what you are to me, and everything between, is the only thing I'm sure of, even when we're both confused 

The world has told me that I'd be giving up, that I'd be losing, settling for you but I'm pretty sure the world doesn't know the best

Because when you hold my hand, wipe my tears, tease me with the little things, in the midst of all the least

With absolutely nothing, 

I find it all in you. My everything. 

And I'm captivated. By your smile. 

Your weirdness. 

The way your lips seem to have a rhythms to them when you speak 

And the way your voice flows 

The way your eyes smile when your lips are sealed, especially when you look at me, everything glows.

I'm not the only one who sees and feels the love we have it seems to fill every room and every little space between 

It causes me and other people to beam 

How can I be losing with something as priceless and wanted as that? 

I'd say, if the world actually would admit it they're wrong, I'm gaining it all

And they dare say were going to reach a fall but we're already falling 

I'm falling for you and your falling for me. We're falling in love 

The world is just to jealous, and I couldn't be more sure, we are, our love, you are, enough. 

And what leaves me hanging on to the tears inside my eyes is the fact that you so much give me everything 

In every little thing 

Every little thing we have you want to give it all to me......to me above yourself. 

You leave me stumbling for words, trying to catching breath. 

But I'm willing to give that breath, to let it go

 

Only because I know where it's going, and it is going to you. 

So here's to you: a cheer 

With a very cheap bottle of champagne or beer, in our tent of memories, and our broken car

You're more than I could ask for, and everything more than I wished for on a star

You are my life. 

Never let go of my hand, because I'm going to grip onto yours at times 

I know the only thing that could be true that will stand is you and me and us 

In this world full of lies 

And even if they think we're losing

I feel like a princess, a queen, we went into battle, and they're too shocked to see we won. 

I won. I won you. 

The best prize there could ever be. 

And darling, forever, I will give you and only every bit of me.

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KindredSpirit's picture

I am happy for you

KS

ScarlettLetter's picture

Thank you. 

Thank you. 


SCAR