Curtain is Closing

I wish I was loved

Blessed from above

They look at me and they spit

They expect me to throw another fit

But really all I want is to be left alone for a bit

They think they’re better than me

Why can’t they just let me be?

I just want to be left alone

No wait, please don’t go

I can’t stand to be alone

I don’t know what I want

But I do know that I can’t keep going like this

I need to be fixed

But I don’t know how

Maybe it’s time to take one last bow

I’m all alone

But I’ll always have myself

But even I can’t stand myself

I’m destructive, counterproductive

I’ve burned every bridge I’ve crossed

But I can’t focus on what was lost

I have to keep carrying this cross

Someday I hope that I can finally rest

Give up on my dreams of being the best

But I can’t give up yet

I have mountains to climb

I can feel it, I’m on the rise

Someday I’ll drop this disguise

 And I won’t have to hide

Author's Notes/Comments: 

First poem I've posted, please let me know what you think

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