I wish I was loved
Blessed from above
They look at me and they spit
They expect me to throw another fit
But really all I want is to be left alone for a bit
They think they’re better than me
Why can’t they just let me be?
I just want to be left alone
No wait, please don’t go
I can’t stand to be alone
I don’t know what I want
But I do know that I can’t keep going like this
I need to be fixed
But I don’t know how
Maybe it’s time to take one last bow
I’m all alone
But I’ll always have myself
But even I can’t stand myself
I’m destructive, counterproductive
I’ve burned every bridge I’ve crossed
But I can’t focus on what was lost
I have to keep carrying this cross
Someday I hope that I can finally rest
Give up on my dreams of being the best
But I can’t give up yet
I have mountains to climb
I can feel it, I’m on the rise
Someday I’ll drop this disguise
And I won’t have to hide