Inner Turmoil’s
Inner turmoil floods my inner soul
I wonder if one day I shall be whole
Struggles and stresses outweigh the bliss’s
Will I ever one day recover all that I once had?
Or shall my todays be all that there is to be
Confusion and turbulence invade my mind
I look around for that peace that I might find
Pulling and shoving emotions all askew
What happened to the woman I once knew?
Somewhere on life’s highway is she now
Sorrow and grief are constant companions
Will the loss of everything I had ever return
Tears and sadness engulf the mind of pain
To whom shall I go to find my beings relief?
Lost in a sea of churning waves, tossed am I
I wonder if this journey will ever come to its end
Is there a place where I can learn to unbend?
Where struggles cease and strife’s be ever over
I look and long for that day when I am at rest
And I become the winner who has stood the test