There is a pain that is deep within me
It touches my Heart my Mind my Soul
And brings to me such pain and misery
How my Heart it doth ache for thee
How My Mind it seeks for thine
How My Soul it wanders space and time
It seeks to find you in that place
Where lost lovers seem to go
To seek and to search a loved ones face
My Heart, how it doeth break
When thoughts of our lost love surround me
Can it be really over now my love
When its hardly seems to have begun
How in my heart there is a pain
That comes down like firey rain
Which showers itself upon me
With its pain and its turgid agony
My Mind is full of troubled thoughts
Of a love, unrequited on its quest
Seeking only to find loves best
Now lost on early morns frost
As cold and cool as the icy snow
It reachs out to find its rest
From troubles and toils here below
My Soul it seeks peace within itself
Alone here again and on the shelf
If time would or could only stand still
So that I could at least just take my fill
Of all the love that abounds within me still
And pour it out upon a trouble heart
To bring it solace, if only it be in part
Can this misery be real or just imagination
Oh let it be just a dream, so that soon I may wake
And still be free, to love and be loved by thee
For in the pain and sorrow of this lost love
There is no solace nor life’s justification
No reason No rhyme for me at this time
Oh what ev’r did happen to love so sublime
But let me then dream my dream for we are soon to part
And go our seperate ways, into a new and exciting world
Where I hope to discover that not all love brings pain
But rather it will bring hope, and joy forever more
So faint not my heart, my mind , my soul...
Weep not my body, but feel loves passion
For we shall not part, but together we go on
To search and to discover, just maybe a new lover!!
by Sasha James (Nov 99)