I wash my hands of innocence.
I wash my hands of youth.
Of hallucinogenic dreams
that did not come true;
Of chocolate cake
that did not taste right.
I speak from age.
I speak of old.
Of grasping ambitions
that will not unfold.
I will never fly like a robin
to the far reaches of the moon.
I will never taste the drifting
of the counter-culture brigade.
Instead I'll move a bit slower
and speak of what I actually know.
I yell from rage.
I yell just to yell.
My voice nothing special
in the castrating machine.
I drink and smoke and menstruate.
I freeze and cough and procrastinate.
Life goes on.
But am I living?
Life calls but have I answered?
I speak from age.
I speak of old.
Of grasping ambitions
that will not unfold.
beautiful poem...I love this
beautiful poem...I love this one....we all have to wash our
hands of innocence and youth...