Through all the long winter, bitter and cold,
in the darkness of the snow, I wept.
Tears of cold ice falling and stalling
the inevitable conclusion. A whisper
insists upon an answer, but I have
none to give. A voice demands an opinion
but my opinion is that I am empty. Through
all the long winter, bitter and cold, I
watched you depart from me. I am aware
of the patterns of your thoughts and so
I read a book and pretended you were
not in the room. The children played
unaware that their parents were fallen
symbols of despair. The dog ran in a
circle and we watched, aware that the
circle was the pattern of our life. I don't
want to hear your words and yet I have
heard them in my heart. Going out
every night is your manner of stressing
the state of our telephone messages. The
phone rings and in answering I have
developed a phobia for the sound of
bells and conclusions. I open again
my book and pretend that the colour of
our life is vibrant and bold.Someone
is knocking on the door and I suspect it
is the police coming to arrest our
emotions. In jail we can create our
own freedom. In prison we can lock
our doors and open them no more. We
can look like strangers even though
we share the same last name.
Bitter and Cold
Sometimes our emotions turn bitter and cold...But there will be a better day...wait and see. best wishes...heather
you have a nice gift of expression.
Nicely written.
Nicely written.