Alone: strands of hope casually tossed in
uncertain direction throughout my hair.
There are many ways open to me
yet I am uncertain which one to take.
So I sit here wasting precious time
with a growing sense of perception.
Alone: doom promised if I do not
take upon myself a path to live.
still
How can I sadden myself any further?
How can I grow when the soil is so poor?
Lonely faces pressed helplessly against the window
looking in at me and hoping that I can somehow
either join them or defeat the demons that trample
their hopes into the ground. But I am one man
and as such I am barely able to trample my own
devil who prances gleefully inside my mind turning
my thoughts into dank pools of stagnant water.
Thoughtfully I consider the streams of awareness
that have presented themselves to me and wonder
why the drops of rain keep falling even after the
rainclouds have gone away. This must be the peak
of the sliding rocks that cascade roughly down
upon my thoughts; for I only see the photographs
of tear stained faces which I assume were caused
by me. It is lonely in this hemisphere where I am.
still
How can I reach the trees the of surrender?
How can I accept the patterns of release?
I am what I am. I can be nothing more than what
I hold inside of me; letting the thin and gnarled
hands of fate to stroke me softly through my
clothes. I will proceed to whatever is to happen
and so off I go, alone,
and ready to grasp at
the empty shallow eyes
that mock me as I fall.
This is a great poem! " I
This is a great poem! " I can be nothing more than what I hold inside me ", I will remember it.