The door is open.
Spirits race out into the dark.
They are escaping.
Re-inventing death.
I am one of the spirits.
I am one of the lost.
Escaping into the dark.
The door closes.
Slams shut
Now I am outside.
Lonely spirit lost.
Lonely voice screaming in anguish.
Horrors upon horrors.
Night upon black.
Hot wind sears thought.
I think but I am thoughtless.
Cavern of space
with empty eyes.
Sockets of disease proliferating
in jangled tones of sombre.
Grey moon.
Overshadowed undercurrents
of lisping lips.
Are they mine?
Are they mine?
I don't know how to love me.
Useless thinking wasted on
emotions that are shapeless reunions
of sliding weeds.
I am growing a skin.
It is bleeding.
The door is my answer.
Slam it shut.
Don't let the tears out.
They may define my state of mind.
But in truth,
they are shallow.
So am I.
I love the thoughts that go
I love the thoughts that go through my mind when you say "re-inventing death". Very nice.