The first time i saw you
i knew you were the one...so amazing and true
You looked so cool yet so sweet
i knew from then we had to meet.
you were with your mate
standing outside the corner store
i tried to get you to notice me
as i walked casually through the door
a minute went by so quickly
i walked back out of the shop
i noticed you were looking at me
i felt my heart stop
i couldnt resist...i had to
i walked over to you and your mate
i was totally embarrassed
but i asked you out on a date
as i stood there waiting
for you to reply
i nervously bit my nails
whilst trying not to cry
you looked at me with your big blue eyes
and said ill pick you up at eight
i gave you my name phone number and address
i just couldnt wait
as soon as i got home i got ready
i wanted to look my best
i put on my red billabong singlet
and my jeans from jeans west
i put on my favorite cologne
then started brushing my hair
i did it up real nice
i wanted you to care
i used a heap of hairspray
and then a bit of gel
i used 5 or so hairbands so it would stay in place
and i used some clips as well
it was time to start my makeup
i practiaclly painted my eyelids shut
i stared at myself in the mirror
i totally needed a haircut
i quickly burshed my teeth
then sprayed my hair just once more
i really wanted you to like me
then i heard you knock at the front door
Hell, i was nervous as ever
i paniced and tried to look cool
i took a big breath and opened the door
i must have looked like a fool
i took a glance at you
in your skatie shoes pants and shirt
you were really sexy
i must have looked like dirt
you gave me a bunch of roses
it was korny but kind of sweet
i hopped in your car and the next thing i knew
we were halfway down the street
we ended up at some crappy pary
it wasnt what i had hoped for
you said you would only have one drink
but you kept drinking more and more
i thought we were gonna go somewhere nice
you know...just the two of us
i really wanted to leave
but i would only make a fuss
it started getting late
you were drunk and i was scared
i told you if your life was important
you would stop drinking to show you cared
i was losing track of time
i was afraid and wanted to hide
i walked up to you and said lets go
you said yeah ok for a ride
i told you that you were drunk
you threw me into the car
i told you you shouldnt be driving
i knew we wouldnt get far
you were doing 180
i was screaming for you to slow down
a car was heading straight towards us
so you swerved and turned around
next thing i know there is another car
and we were on the wrong side of the street
it was coming straight towards us
i was shivering from head to feet
luckily we missed it
but you must have lost control
i heard a huge crashing sound
as the car rammed into a pole
i blanked out for a minute
i woke up and looked around
i didnt know what was going on
but i realized the car was upside down
i was feeling dizzy and sick
blood was rushing to my head
i looked to my right and there you were
i knew that you were dead
i woke up in the hospital
i was in a lot of pain
bruises scratches a broken leg
a drip in my vein
i got up and screamed at the doctors
asking them if you were ok
they hesitated for a while
then said you had passed away
today i look back at what happened
i hear the crashing sound over and over again
sometimes i blame it on myself
i think i am going insane
i have so many questions
why did you drink and drive?
maybe if you thought about it
you would be alive
my life has totally changes
i always think about you
why did you have to be so stupid
and put my life in danger too
i am always depressed
i cant help but feel like this
i dont know what i am going to do
you i really miss
they say im suicidal now
theyve chucked me in some place
everywhere i look around
i see your wounded face
i am sorry that you are gone
my thoughts you will always be a part
the doctors may have fixed my wounds
but they cant mend my heart!