My walls are closing in
these fears and insecurities never end
I've lost all sense of direction
my time and senses have lost its motivation
lost inside these closing walls
I cant seem to find it all
where it lies I have lost
forgetting myself is paying its cost
beaten inside and out my mind cant take anymore
my life is out of control and I lost the key to the door
home is never felt like I cant be seen
the thing is it so messed up I don't even know what it means
wanting and wanting light to shine through
this darkness of life goes on and on day after day
changes made for better or worse I pay
That pretty much sums it up.
YEAH. First line that I read, I thought was going to be the song "Crawling" from Linkiln Park. But it is kind of a copy. Hehehehehe.However is nice, but not good enough.
Have a nice and beautiful life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
~My Best Wishes~
:)