O my God, I am most heartily sorry
For the thing I am about to do
But I cannot abide this any longer;
I don't want the next day to renew.
It is just one little life that I'm taking.
It's not as if it has any use.
It never should have really been here, I know
So I am just going to cut it loose.
It has never done any good on this earth.
It has never amounted to much.
There is nothing and no one that will miss it
And none to want loving from its touch.
It will not be a loss but a gain, I feel,
For me to be out of here at last.
I'm worth more dead than alive, to family
So I've decided to do this fast.
I am most heartily sorry Lord if I
Offend you by doing this last deed.
I know that I am weak and I am useless.
I am not a flower, but a weed.