I woke up again to a nameless fear.
I'm quivering and quaking in my bed.
My eyes are open. I'm sobbing real tears
Awaiting calmer feelings with some dread.
Rejected and desolate once again!
Nothing I have can console me from this.
I'm reliving deeply imbedded hurts
That could be cured with a hug and a kiss.
But no one is here to do that for me
And of course that's the source of the trouble.
Even in dreams I feel I've been cast out
Along with all the rest of the rubble.
It is only 12:45 a.m.
It's like I've lived through another lifetime
In truth I'm relearning how to sleep
And hope that in dreams, as life, I'll acclime.
some nights your all alone no matter who your with, or maybe thats just me. Even though I hate the company when I'm alone, I find myself there from time to time. Antoher good write..how am I ever going to read 700?...
stay safe
Gary
Nightmare
Oh thank you Gary. You know. You perceive. I enjoy your comments. Thank you. And hahaha re reading all my poems. Cute.