Born into a life I never wanted
I will make your life hell
just so you can feel what I’m feeling
just so you know that I’m not well
I cut my own flesh to let the pain subside
But it won’t go away ever it won’t leave me alone
It just builds; do you know what that’s like?
Wearing scars upon your skin watching till they are gone?
I argue with the voices in my head, screaming and fighting
throwing my self against walls trying to make them go away
I will put voices in your head, so you can see how hard it is
To make them shut up! I try and try in vain
I will hold you down and cut your flesh till you bleed!
I will beat you against walls to make the voices cease in your head
I will betray you again and again till you can barley function for the pain
And when I am finished you will be in hell! Like the living dead!
I will huddle against the walls thinking of my lost love for you
I will dance my jig of pain
I will remember your sweet smile and passionate kiss
I will cry tears over and over again