Our customary habit was to arrive just before the cartoons began; the
sun just below the horizon behind us, and to the East (for we have seen
His Star in the East . . . so spoke those Starwatchers), the first stars of the
evening began to emerge. We had not yet turned the c.b. off; it assured our
independence and distance from the mundane world's silly inhibitions.
Once we had found a good berth, with a decently working speaker, we
parked the car in it, and turned the motor off. Almost at once, you slipped
your shoes off and tossed them into the back seat; then you untucked
your shirt from the waistband of your jeans and unbuttoned it frontally. The
fragrance of your midnight blue socks, beneath frayed, tattered denim cuffs,
began to fill the compartment, and then escaped through the open windows.
I watched the sky continue to fill with those small points of twinkling lights---
massive, luminous spheres, bodies of immense gravity, inheritors and
occupiers of outer space; further from earth than I could travel in a hundred
lifetimes (what a joke, however, as I could not stand to exist apart from you).
Poets, locally, had named them in perceived constellations, and astronomers had
drawn them on to charts; and each generation longed to know more. We had been
informed, for years, that certain societal expectations could not be ignored or
frustrated, and that love such as ours violated those principles. I had often
thought of the stars as celestial beacons---one for each couple like us, for
all the couples like us in this world, accepted by those farthest magistrates of
outer space. Then, you let me season the night to taste---to taste your
mouth, that place on your thruat that always caused you to squirm; to
taste your bared torso and both of your nipples; and even (after a bit of
logistical adjustment) the perfect softness that sheathed those ten
morsels, your toes . . . .
J-Called