[In memory of Wladyslaw Moes, 1900-1986;
Wladyslaw Moes was the inspiration for the character and
appearance of Tadzio in Thomas Mann's novella. Lest the
dedication cause confusion, the poem is not about Moes.]
That afternoon, I followed your footsteps in the
damp, pristine sand at the water's edge and just
beyond its reach. I had already found your shoes,
conspicuously abandoned; and your shirt, flung
across the sturdy chair next to our room's main window.
Pretentions of prejudiced societal expectations
meant as little to us here, at as all the elsewheres we
had visited. Your baggy, beige cargo pants had been
earlier removed from their hanger; so I knew you had
worn them. The tatters of their frayed cuffs left
some rather delicate marks in the sand; and, upon
examination of your footprints, I noticed that your
toes 'cleavage was mostly indistinct---so I believed,
with the certainty of both faith and hope, that you had
chosen to wear your semi-sheer socks. Because the
sun was shining in its cloudless sky, I was confidant
that its light all glistened on your waist-length curls.
After a bit of unexpected exertion---for about a
quarter of an hour---I caught up to you (after all,
you had not been strolling that quickly), and found---
delightedly---that my conclusions based upon the
evidence, were confirmed in full. Later, that
evening, the incoming tide entirely obliterated
your footsteps---every bit along the path you had
followed. By that time, we had fallen asleep---naked
after love; and the multiple wet streaks only
barely (shall I say) discernable on the satin
sheet beneath us (and mine on your socks that, as
requested, you had not removed).
J-Called