I'm on the verge of writing but don't know where to start.
You really do know how to raise, the beat within my heart
You took my hand against your cheek, smiled & closed your eyes.
I recognised that smile from the past, then came the suprise.
You said "You always loved me" and its playing with my mind.
I don't know what your trying to say but I felt our gazes bind.
I have my own secret feelings I feel I have to hide.
You put a question in my head of how you feel inside?
You really needed holding close, to make you feel protected.
I wanted to but was too scared, of again of being rejected.
You shocked me a bit and most certainly, caught me off my guard!
I can't ignore these feelings everyday, it's just way too damn hard.
You don't know just how much, that you mean to me.
I wish, if only, I could find a way to make you see
I think that you would hurt me or drive me round the bend.
You make my feelings different and who knows how it will end.