paint over brick
pealed so quick
his muscles tore
while trying to hold me
but on tuesday he swore
i was his long lost baby
now who am i waiting for?
so leather over lace
i pick up the pace
burn out fire
run out prior
to cleaning up that mess you made
i braid my heart
out of one string
invent a strong thing
a holding machine
heroin flood vein
makes him so vain
as he hops another train
to lonesome
i'm writing this to someone
who wno't understand
i don't want you to understand
because i'm writing with a hand
that just yesterday was a fist
just yesterday it kissed
the wall
i imagined it would fall
so that just once i would win
just once i would begin
as a conqueror
bright orange sign
beware of dog
but it's a pitiful bluff
i'm no pitbull tough
in this stuttering monologue
i swallow
maybe i could be silent
what good is it to vent
about the laws that broke me
lips that smoke me
needles that poke me
because of your secret HIV
adolesence
followed by ignorance
followed by a pretense
and you commence
to leave
what pleasure did i acheive?
i whisper thoughts of freedom
because i really need them
i think that hope does exist
outside of this bloody fist...
pretty sweet style