Dear God,
I'm sorry it's been so long;
I guess I forgot about you,
Until everything went wrong.
You see, she's due in 2 months,
The baby I expected;
And today I picked up my Bible,
That until now i neglected.
It said that you'll forgive me,
But I find it hard to believe;
I'm ashamed to think of how long it's been,
Since I've worn my faith on my sleeve.
Lord, I admit I'm lonely,
And I cry every night;
But every time my heart wants to change,
My head puts up a fight.
Well, I remembered those times i spent as a child,
Kneeling at my bed;
But now I spend every night,
Wishing I were dead.
A pastor told me,
That my life could be changed with one prayer;
But Lord, I'm scared,
Do you really care?