I'm sitting on the dock,
watching the sun set on the harbor;
I skip another rock,
And watch the ripples through the water.
I don't know why i fel this way,
What happend to me?
I want to hear Your voice again,
How can things change so quickly?
I'm hitting too many high notes,
I expect so much out of life;
I'm living in a straight jacket,
And can't quite reach the knife.
Every painfull sin,
Pushing me against the wall;
Telling me I'll never be good enough,
That it won't be long before i fall.
I wish night didn't bring darkness,
Because, Lord, i want to see;
I want to trust with peace,
And be what you want me to be.
You'll wipe my staining tears,
And they'll turn to blood in your hand;
I want you to walk beside me,
Invisible foot-prints in the sand.
Because every time i want to fly,
The clouds block what i need to see;
Every time i want to walk,
My shaddow tries to trip me.
But even a flower,
Can be stripped of it's peddles;
But it's roots grow deep,
And the storm eventually settles.
It's hard to swollow the truth, God,
But even worse to spit it out;
Most of the time it's truth,
That i can't help but doubt.
I look longingly toward the stars,
Knowing that you stared in the same way;
When you stood in my place,
And I know that i'll be okay.
You hold me long,
And whisper my name;
I want to be covered in your presence,
And burning with your flame.
Dear Lord,
Fill me up;
Hold me close,
I'll NEVER give up.
Dear Jesus,
Please just love me;
Sometimes I don't trust,
And i feel so lonely.
Dear God,
Give me a sunrise;
Give me a new life,
Full of bright skies.
that was really really good.