Funny how you always did complain
Now it’s my ringing that keeps you disgusted
And if the rain keeps you indoors
Then you’re worse off then I could have imagined
Perhaps one day we’ll return
In a less fucked up way
But I’ll jump off that bridge when we get there
I hold it in my hands
With such wishful ears
It’s been silent for a month, along with my heart
But I rather drown in my own lies then your silence
I have been destroying myself in honor of your name
Trying not to blame anyone, punish me all the same
These nights have been my own personal hell
Where I chain smoke until I can’t remember your face
And just when I think my lungs will collapse inside of me
Morning wakes with the light of a new day absent of you