Cause I’m falling and fast
With a strong sense of mind that there is nothing there to pick me up or even catch me,
Fuck, it wasn’t suppose to be sensible to let go this easily
After everything that happened, you would have thought I would have known
But I burry my conscience where I keep the fairy tales
Of princesses and rainbows but I’ll spare you the details
And since when does my existence mean so fucking much
To anyone looking for a way to bring me down
Everyone loves to come around and take shots me at now
Cause it wasn’t already hard enough to live
Now I am forced to breathe
And now my lungs have left, and now everyone has left me
For they do stare but it’s not like they see the underling purpose to care
Sure, you could interpret it in your very own special way
But fuck you doesn’t and will never mean I hope you have a nice day
I use to be young so none of this ever mattered
I use to have a proper state of mind until that too was shattered
And now there asking me to breathe
People can’t you see? This all means nothing to me.
Although death seems like a holiday,
I will not let them go on and live while I start to decay
Cause love may be lost or sometimes even hidden
But going out the way for me is strictly forbidden
And I’ll try to look surprise as the devil takes my hand
Saying ‘it happens to everyone, you should understand’
this poem is SO deep. whenever i read your poems i feel like there is more behind the poem. you are very broad in what you speak of and i feel like sometimes they need alittle explination. explain? <3? i wanna KNOOOOW