So afraid

Oh you were just trying to be cute,

With a knife in your hand,

And you were trying so hard,

So I wouldn't understand,

You say, "babe it's best to keep you on the edge of your seat!"

But it's been so long, Way too fucking long,

And I can't breathe,

I was always trying way too hard,

I was pushing for an idea that was way too far,

You were always giving up too fast,

You were always right, this would never last,

But baby it felt so good in your room with the lights lit low and,

If you wanted me to i could go but,

Is that really,

Is that really what you want?

Because sometimes I swear that isn't what you want,

Why are you so afraid to love me?

Why are you so afraid to be happy?

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