Forgive me when I show emotion
It’s nothing you’d understand
Though I force myself to forget
These grey clouds never let me
Forgive me if I get up and leave
It’s nothing you did or said
Though it is what did and said
This structure won’t make anything at all
I feel forced to live a life of a haunted past
Well, did I live out this broken smile that is portrayed?
From the best to the worst, guilt sets in
Leave me here like you thought I wanted
Washed away you say?
Oh what a cliché.
Forgive me when I smile for once
I know my kind in not wanted here or there
And this is when his face scares me
And he shows no remorse
Is this exactly how you planned it?
I am the victim and he is the monster
Lets make these lines clear
I am not allowed to laugh
Forgive me for fighting, and for believing in recovery.