i know what i am
but i can't be what i am
i look at you, and i feel sick
i can not be you
please know i love you but i'm sick
sick of myself and sick of feeling ashamed
i try my best to make people happy, so i can feel happy
but i dont feel happy, i just feel....pathetic
it's funny how you were all i ever wanted
but now i am the one ending this
tears fall down my face and i feel even more ashamed then i did before
i let you go, i walked away, but it felt like i was walking away from myself.
and maybe that's the only thing i have been trying to do all along
i miss you, i love you, i'm sorry.