ashamed

i know what i am

but i can't be what i am

i look at you, and i feel sick

i can not be you

please know i love you but i'm sick

sick of myself and sick of feeling ashamed

i try my best to make people happy, so i can feel happy

but i dont feel happy, i just feel....pathetic



it's funny how you were all i ever wanted

but now i am the one ending this

tears fall down my face and i feel even more ashamed then i did before

i let you go, i walked away, but it felt like i was walking away from myself.

and maybe that's the only thing i have been trying to do all along

i miss you, i love you, i'm sorry.

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