I began today with a pen and paper pressed firm to an ideal I have lost
Words scrolling from my mind like willows in the breeze
With ease and coherence beyond my years
And no hope of standing their ground
You drain me
Like an unplugged sink I am all or nothing for you
Emptied by your absence
You pulled the plug and I have been unable to retain water since
As if tears can do anything other than smudge ink and salt can do more than leave stains on my cheeks
As if words can bring you back
I began today with a pen and paper
Pressed against philosophy and the hope one day AI could evolve to thinking
Because maybe, just maybe, that would make me feel better about loving you
I began today with pen and paper
I ended today with coffee and the realisation love’s an idea that is less than ideal
None-the-less I am sure I will start tomorrow the way I started you
Exhausted
Clinging to potential
Figuring worse case scenario
I’ll always have pen and paper
;-)
What bothers you about it is that you have it nailed down Dear ;-)
no no...
I think I have figured it out! It's this line tha bothers me! AH HA!
You pulled the plug and I have been unable to retain water since
Much Love
Ashley