I forgot
Until just now
Until I put pen to page
Mapped out our existence
I forgot
How my room was perfectly clean
How it was lit up with candles
My bed against the far right wall
Pressed smooth
The desk standing to its left
The cake decorated in cinnamon hearts and hot wheels
The white and black Porsche I loved
The feeling I felt
Deep in the pit of my stomach
Like suddenly I was foolish
Guilty
Wrong
The pain in my heart of loving you still
Thinking ‘maybe we can work this out’
Two forks
Two plates
Your loving smile
‘Happy birthday baby’
How you cut the cake and we ate in awkward candle light silence
Dim enough to hide the scars
We each had three pieces
Then it happened
CRUNCH
‘What the…’
You blushed
‘I dropped two egg shells into the batter and Steve mixed them in before I could get them out’
‘You actually got Steve to help you bake a cake?’
Loud laughter for the first time in days
Absolution
‘I was hoping I’d get them in my slice and you’d never need to find out’
And I kissed you like I forgot
incredible! beautiful moment
incredible! beautiful moment wrapped up perfectly in the ending! hugss ss LOved this!
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
:)
tehe shucks! thanks Smoothie! It's funny how when relationships go REALLY SOUTH we can forget they had beauty and only see the frozen stuff :)
Much Love
Ashley