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She was just a kid, maybe sixteen, maybe seventeen, maybe fourteen going on forty… a kid. Troubled…misunderstood… refusing or excepting surrender with long thin red flags upon her wrists. Who knows, maybe her family cared, maybe she was there because they didn’t. Maybe they didn’t know what to say or do anymore, how to help. Maybe she was born with it, a fire in her soul raging out of control needing to be released from under her skin like toxins in sweat. Maybe she just liked the colour red. Maybe if the people who didn’t know her, never met her, lived cushioned lives in cushioned homes with families who had all their needs met, maybe if they met her they could have seen, could have known, that she’d kill herself six weeks after they closed the only doors that were ever open to her. Maybe, who knows…

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my bus driver on sat told me a story about how he use to manage a mental health hospital out west, there was a girl there who would cut any chance she got, they had to watch her 24/7. Anyways the government decided to close the hospital, that the families could care for their relatives, the hospital was too much to keep running. They sent the girl home..she was dead in six weeks :( the way he said it, you saw the sorrow in his eyes, like he carried the burden of her death, like he should have helped her, like somehow it was all his fault :(

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Hi ash, this poem beautifully

Hi ash, this poem beautifully an sensitively written brought back such sad memories of young girls cutters and hangers who died too soon because they were addicted to the fog... Well don very affecting write dear hugss


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:) thanks smoothie you made

:) thanks smoothie you made me blush dear


Much Love

Ashley

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Maybe

Maybe

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oh Beavis I ADORE you!

oh Beavis I ADORE you!


Much Love

Ashley