Sometimes I wish that you had been reading my poetry all along
How many moments would have changed if you had known what I really thought?
If the things which made you insecure were eased by the words I shared with strangers
If you went back and knew that Sept 3rd I was dying to date you, that the reason I did not was not because of you but because I was afraid of hurting you, rebounding, that I actually wanted you so bad I didn’t want to fuck it up by wanting you too soon
How much would change if you had visited my page from the start
How much would change if you could get over yourself and go there now
"If the things which made you
"If the things which made you insecure were eased by the words I shared with strangers" - a beautiful line. Its a very unique idea for a poem- struggling with the thought of sharing your poetry in the first place, but I like it a lot. Really gives me a lot to think about. Keep up the good work :)
P.S. I'm also jealous of how prolific you seem to be :P
:) man i have missed you!
I hope the thinking is not all sad woe is me thought, but also happy dude I rock thought!
and yea if one thing can be said about loving that man it is that he brought out the writer in me
(hopefully losing him won't starve her)
Much Love
Ashley