I am afraid of you
Not because you are dangerous
Not because you could be anything and I don’t know you well enough to know if anything is good or bad
Not because of any of the reasons anyone would normally or ought to fear someone
I fear you for the most fucked up insecurities and fears known to man
I fear you
Because being with you means that I can in no way shape or form
Continue to avoid
Myself
I fear you because being with
I fear you
because being with you
means,
that I can no longer continue
to avoid myself
… the lament of every scar and every deep shivering thought that goes along with it. And surprise – surprise, how many times we run – till at last we learn, we cannot get away.
<3
exactly!
Much Love
Ashley
there r soooooo
Many ways to see the possible outcomes . Great ambiguity and I suspect a bit of a rant. Fab!
;)
gotta get it out or it stays inside and becomes reality...
Much Love
Ashley