I have always been good with those moments that take your breath away
It’s like they exist inside me, expand out from me, reaching across the world to touch others before coming back to reside in my chest again
It’s the little moments, the simple ones, where your breath stays straight and steady
Your mind clear
The little moments that almost seem insignificant
It’s those moments that I fuck up
Lose faith or trust or sight of them
Like when we first talked on the couch in your basement
At your sister’s 25th birthday party
Or your hug at her funeral
The way you held me just a few seconds longer than anyone else
Or tonight, at your parents, doing laundry
How we got absorbed in conversation and an hour just went by
How we talked about my father’s visit and the stress I’m bound to feel
Face to face, leg against leg, eye contact and the whole nine yards
And I told you the story of Esther and I, and the mirror
And that I didn’t know I was beautiful until I was 25
And you reached up as if you were about to brush a hair from my face and pulled my glasses down upon my noise
“There now you’re a bit geeky and beautiful”
And we laughed for what seemed like ages
Then grabbed my laundry and you drove me home
I mean those moments that take your breath away, expand outwards from the inside, Lord knows I am in them full tilt
But those little mother fuckers
I just let them through the cracks
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Marvy Write
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Upbeat and personal. Refreshing to read ~
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thanks love, will try to post new stuff soon, just been so school focused :/
Much Love
Ashley