A town, and I don't know the name
" Where can I find the bar" I asked a man with one leg
He lifted his dusty bowler cap up
and smiled-- missing his front right tooth,
"maybe you can buy me a drink"
There I sat, the smell if whiskey lingered in the air
"what will eh have?"
(Maple leaf rag playing on the piano)
Whiskey, I said.
as I slammed my drink I gave him another nickel, and told him
"keep em' comin'"
Have you ever seen the look in someones eyes when he knows he's gonna die
they look like they're gonna cry
but also a gleam
that i can olny imagine is
acceptance.
or maybe life flashin' before his eyes.
Always the same they beg
plead, "I have a family"
I remenber my first one.
Hands shaking
sweat drops from my face
do you think he knew i was scared?
did you know blood has a smell
hard to discribe like day old bread
it can be so red
flows so fast from an open wound
that look forever on his face
scared the shit outta me
"How can I kill a man"
Will I ever be the same?
Now I know
It was always me
and I alway him.
I didn't change
in fact it's actually easy
to kill a man
The world doesn't stop spininng
with them gone.
still goes on.
Some people enjoy killin'
making the suffer while they can
some
like
to
kill
and hurt
I don't
I do it like hell
like it's my job
squezing the trigger
like punching the clock
make it quick
so I don't have time to think
of the people who will miss him
I don't like to see them hurt
Some day I maybe on the other side
lookin' at that barrel of the gun
will I ask for remorse
for all the killin' I've done
Will I even care to beg
no
life is shit
look how people treat each other
they make em' suffer
for as long as they live
I offer freedom
and peace
from a world full of shit and suffering.
I'm kinda like god in the way.
they don't know whats good for them
I know whats best.
I offer a way out
a sweet release
killin' is easy
living is hard
We Are All Dying
Make 'em happy before they buy it! Eh. It's jus me.
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