My throat is fairly deep.
Women invade my sleep.
Adventure's in my heart
And I long to take part,
Yet despite what underlies
I am not one of the guys.
I study their movements, take in their actions,
Observe how they organize in factions
Of camaraderie and brotherhood,
Yet by now it's quite understood
I am not invited.
I drive past slighted,
Existing in this place I can't explain,
Rooted somewhere between pleasure and pain.