One finger, two fingers.....
I grasp them like scissors,
take a deep breath.
Slowly in and out.
"I can do this," I whisper.
One finger, two fingers.....
I gently play with the soft mound of skin,
coaxing it to respond.
Nerves alert and aroused.
"I can do this," I mutter.
One finger, two fingers.....
I pick up the needle.
It's cold and hard.
I'm shaking.
"Can I do this?" I silently ask.
One finger, two fingers.....
I wipe the sweat from my brow.
My body stiffens, swelling
with fear and excitement.
"I'm going to do this," I command myself.
One finger, two fingers.....
I steady the needle.
Tighten the clamp.
I aim for my target.
"I'm doing it," I breath.
One finger, two fingers.....
I break the skin.
A bead of blood forms,
and trickles slowly down my mountain.
"Damn! That hurts!" I curse.
One finger, two fingers.....
Pushing, pleading for an end,
a sickly 'pop' is my gift.
Lone tear escapes.
"I did it, the worst is over," I gasp.
One finger, two fingers.....
I release myself.
Peering into the mirror,
at the foreigness of the object.
"It's sexy," I smile.
One finger, two fingers.....
I pick up the trinket,
and spy it with regard.
Shines softly in the light.
"We will soon be one," I smirk.
One finger, two fingers.....
I align my two metals.
Briefly introducing them
with a soft 'clink'.
"I'm almost there," I cry.
One finger, two fingers.....
I grit my teeth,
and push with steady might.
Pain!
"It's over," I say with resignation.
One finger, two fingers.....
I tease the soft wound,
reveling in the sensation.
Yes!
"I'm glad I did this," I say proudly.
no two fingers here just two thumbs up! ;D
Oh the pain of aesthetics! Great write! Cheers SS
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
I just fell in-love...
your writing is amazing! all the layers I found in this, all the scenarios and stories I played in my mind as i read it, it just takes my breath away!
Much Love
Ashley
Wow!
What an awesome and sweet thing to say! Thank you sooooo much! =)
Good poem! I enjoyed this!
Good poem! I enjoyed this!
Thanks!
It's kinda a true story, cuz I did it 3 nights ago. I'm healing now. =)