I screamed out
For you to help me
But you didn't hear it
Because you were to busy
I cut myself so deep
Hoping the pain
Would fade away
But i was wrong
It still stayed
Tears dripping from my eyes
Can't even tell you
How much i've cried
My hands shake
As the knife runs
Across my wrists
And i start to cry
And think of you
As i start to die
This river of back
Is flowing out of me
But all my pain
You still cannot see
One day you will understand
That i did the best that i can
But i was always missing you
I did the best that i could do
But it wasn't good enough
For everyone else
So i was once again
Left all by myself
This is the best thing for me
In good time you will see
I screamed out "I love you!"
But you didn't care
Because in all acuality
You never wanted me there
The only reason
I hung on as long as i did
Was because of you
Because you're the only one
Who can help me pull through
But i don't think
That you really wanted to help me
Because i'm left alone
Dying as you can see
I didn't know you
AS well as i wanted to
But i did know that
I wanted to spend my life with you
But that's not what you wanted though
So you said goodbye
And had to let me go
That was my wosrt fear
And it came true
As i shed my tears of sorrow
And said goodbye to you
Now i say goodbye again
But it's in a different way
I'm saying goodbye forever
Because it just hurt too much to live today
Death is getting closer
The end is near
As i shed one last tear
This black river of blood
Is all around
No longer will my heart pound
I'll find peace once i'm gone
Because this is the only way
For me to move on