i didn't mean it when i said it.
i don't want you to move on
but there ain't no use treading
when you've been holding on too long.
all i wanted was your heart
but it was never mine to keep.
you're a free bird flying high
while i can't make it off my feet.
i wished to join you, for whatever
you were planning to do with life.
i was thinking about forever,
am i a fool for holding tight
when you told me to get go?
oh, i'm a fool
for loving someone i hardly know.
such a fool for playing it cool
when all i wanted was you.
you were magic in a bottle,
i was always second string.
how awful it is to love unconditionally.
i will never get over you.
i will try finding you in others,
i'll fail.
i will always feel like i'm settling
for the silver medal.
you are terrifying, and proud.
what could have been
has been burned.
but i know,
much to my dismay,
i will still try picking up the ashes.
Really like "you are
Really like "you are terrifying, and proud"- relatable and real, thanks for sharing!
*tallsquirrelgirl* she feels in italics and thinks in CAPITALS ~henry james