I Lived A Short Life

Here I lie at the bottom of this metal pan
A human fetus in my early stage
Halted to existence
An unborn gift from God
Whether I am wanted or unwanted
Here I lie in this metal pan dying

Why me???

I will never grow to become the President of the United States
I will never grow to become a doctor
I will never know what it is to be a child
I will never know how it is to be loved
I have yet to discover my very own gender
Perhaps I was to be someone’s little angel

Someone chose my destiny
For this is not God's will
You made the circumstance
Now I must die for it!!!!
Who made you God???
Who decides this factor?

Look at the damage you’ve placed upon my soul
I am alive
I am alive
I was alive!!!
For just one second in my life

I could have......
Or I may have.......
Became the next Messiah.......
For this you will have never known.......
For this world that you evolve in may never know this answer

I will die here alone
A fetus in this cold metal pan
Taken away!!!!
Induced by the cruelty within your world
While you’re out there trying to reconcile with God
My question again is:
Why me?
Why me, Lord
Why Me?????

So enjoy the thought of not having me
The Loved One
That you will grow to regret!!!!!!

For I have lived a short life!!!!!

Ronald L. Mckelvey Sr.