My mind is panicking
My heart is racing
My eyes are tearing
My body is shivering
I'm starting to break down
I'm on my knees
I'm praying to God
I don't want to lose my baby
Now that I'm on the radar
For DYFS
I'm so scared
I know they were called
But why?
I take care of my baby
I feed him
Change him
Play with hm
Keep him safe
I get him what he needs
I'm so scared
I feel as f my heart is
Being ripped out
Because I have a feeling
He will be taken
I don't know know what
To do
I feel like runing
But I can't
Everyone tells me
If he does get taken its my fault
I know that's true
But I don't know why they got
Called
I do everything for my son
I would die to keep
Him safe
I would do everything for him
Any thing to keep him
I pray to God
Because I have no one else
That believes in me but
Him
I hope he listens to my prayers
My plees and
My tears
I don't want to lose him
If I do I would take
My own life
Just to handle m
Grief of losing my
Baby
In the worst moments of life,
In the worst moments of life, we forget that we all belong to something far greater..yes...even our babies. great expression.
...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."
"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "
Thank you
Thank you
♡Love my babies♡Niklas + Stephan❤ My journey has only began and yet, I get to enjoy it with my boys and my boy friend who inspires me more than he knows.