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My blood is boiling
My mind is blazing
I'm sick and tired
Of the attacks
The mental abuse
I'm tired of this
I dont deserve it
And they wonder why
My depression is
Worse
I feel like I'm
Drowning
The darkness
Suffocating me
Sometimes I wish
It took me out of my misery
Yeah I know I have kids
But this stuff I'm constantly
Dealing with just makes
Me want and wish
For death more than anything
All because of them
I cant leave because they take
All my money from me
I cant get a second job
Because they wont let me
I'm tired of being
Controlled
And have to be their
Submissive daughter
I swear I'm going mad
Not in a good way
But more or less
To insanity
I dont want to lose
My children
But I'm done being
Attacked verbally
And mentally
And sometimes close
To being physically abused
I've been through alot
But I should never have
My past be repeating its self
Either.