Why do I taste this vile
In my mouth?
Why do I feel the hatred?
Why is it I bleed these tears?
Why does it feel like a dagger
Piercing my heart?
Why do I feel this vile
In my mouth
When I think of you
With someone else
Why do I feel so sick
I see the red
Not for love,
But for pain,
Heart break,
And worse of all
The hurt i feel toward you
My world
Has come crashing down
I wish this pain would go away
I want to die
So I can no longer feel
I hate that I fell for you
I hate that I believed you
I hate that I thought we...
Never mind my foolishness
Is due to my youth
And nativeness
I want to cut my heart out
I want to be a ruthless bitch
I don't want to feel love
I don't want to feel special
AllI want is to feel no emotions at all
They have never done anything good
For me ever!